Category: Mr. Gorgonson

Reckoning

Lt. “Mr.” Gorgonsen alighted from the wreckage of his exploded enemy with the lightest foot he knew, but it was no match for a disgruntled, panicked, violently confused group of American soldiers. Guns were going off everywhere. Birds were falling from the sky. He could feel something at his heels, something closing down from above.

Gasping, gagging on sand or fright, he began to strip off his clothes as he ran. He abandoned his jacket, his trousers, his underclothes, his socks, even his body armor. He ran naked through the hot strobe of the desert, terrified to his toenails, unable to stop. He dodged the falling bodies of pigeons like they were ghosts of the grenades he had thrown, aiming to take him down with the decisive blow of instant karma. He fled the thought of the dark dogs chasing behind him, cursing the footprints left in his wake, daring them to explode upon contact, no matter what contact it might be. He felt the darkness shudder and swell, threatening to swallow him forever in the mistake of a lifetime.

The crazed Lt. Mr. had no idea what he had done, only that it felt disastrous. He had no respect nor concept for intuition, but somehow he ran on in the certitude that he had done something wrong and the wrong one had died as a result. He made his escape in naked anguish, growing smaller and more frightened with each step, despite relative distance gained.

The cloud above him would not go away no matter how far from the base he got. It would not stop its roiling, horrible motion. It seemed to follow him through miles and miles of impossibly unchanging desert.

His legs hardly worked by the time he found it. A half-destroyed, smoldering shell of a car over in the ditch of something that could hardly be called a road. The front end was completely blown off and the blackened seats inside were curled to nubbins and the killing felt fresh enough to taste, but Mr. was unable to feel anything but his fear and so he went into the still-intact back side of the thing, where the remains of a trunk held some boxes of food and clothes. He hastily donned the long, traditional robes of some deceased stranger, took a carton of dates, and continued on his way, running in stagger-spurts like an open wound.

Five steps into his sprint, the skies opened to a distressing spaciousness, a lack of bird mass which defied logic and threatened the terrified man’s already-taxed sense of reality. Looking up wildly searching the sky for information, Mr. stumbled bleary-eyed toward the dubious promise of a life in exile that somehow didn’t end with a million birds of doom raining feverishly upon his head.

And then, there it was, and there they were. A dragon, soaring its numinous serpentine omen across the whites of the atmospheric eye. It roared deafening silence and breathed the fire of feathered soot. Too heavy for flight and too light for gravity.

Mr. dropped to his knees and threw up in his date container.

The dragon coiled a dark figure eight and spun back on itself in layer after nauseating layer. The dance in the sky meant many things to many people in that very moment, but to Lt. Mr. Gorgonsen, it meant one thing: the End Was Near. And, more importantly, he had started it.

There was nowhere to hide, but he would keep running until he found hiding people among whom to be anonymous.

There was no atonement, but he would continue fleeing its wrath through his every move.

There was no Apocalypse, as it turned out, but he would continue to live in it for as long as he could see.

 

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Dark Wings

In the warm recesses of the mind, there grows a desert land that is parched on the surface, but inwardly fed by an underground river whose waters carry a medicine for the sun and whose body is displayed for both seeker and seers as a grove of date palms[1] lifting the hidden beauty of water into the dust-dried air.

Seeing as how the earth offers a reflective surface for all internal happenings, there are many places that present this same way. Afghanistan is one of them. Iraq is another. But here: Egypt.

Egypt is a place where gold might spontaneously rise up out of the sand like ice cubes in a fruit smoothie, as easily as it may paint the eyes, nose, mouth, and fingernails during sleep, suffocating the organic matter with intention for what lies beyond.

Egypt is the place where a dark-fingernailed hand pulled a tiny slip of paper out of one abalone slot in an ashtray, just seconds after placing a rouged cigarette in the neighboring groove. The owner of the fingernails ran a pair of onyx eyes over the English words, which were instantly sent to the mouth where they took shape in the absentminded sensuousness of a whisper:

to go into the dark with a light

is to know the light

to know the dark, go dark

go without sight

and find that the dark, too

blooms and sings

and is traveled by dark feet

and dark wings

~W. Berry~

The poem was rolled thoughtfully back into its little scroll. The cigarette was finished, slowly, with the flourish and curl of a dancer. The feet attached to the fingernails, the eyes, and the mouth stepped swiftly into a dim building overlooking the sunbright waters. A pair of birds watched the door close from the nearest palm, taking flight as neon signs flickered on in the doorway and windows of the establishment. One flashed the outline of beer and palm trees, alternately. One scripted out the lavish shapes of a phonetic marvel, which, when translated into English, read “Dance the Nile.”[2] One spelled out in the blocky capital letters of the modern[3] Roman Empire, “OPEN.”

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1. Phoenix dactylifera. For the etymology nerds out there.
2.  رقص النيل
3. “Modern” means pitiful geezer tour, right?